Haters Gonna Hate

Overwhelmed with people who can not be happy for anyone else who is doing good for themselves, instead of fixing their own mess, they are content and actually justify spewing negativity towards others out of spite. We live in such a absurd society were everyone is becoming increasingly selfish and petty, how are these condensed communities supposed to function if we don't take each other into consideration? Hypocrites seem to flap their lips about this and that, thinking they are better then everyone else, trying to control other people and hold themselves to a different standard.

I am so proud of my oldest son, he is a genuinely good person and was doing well when he got into the local parkour community. He met some nice people and he was excited about learning from them, until he acquired a job at a competing company and one fellow blew it out of proportion stating that my son is a traitor and is not ready to be a coach - where do you get off? They kicked my son off their training team and refuse to practice with him out of spite. This guy really needs to get over himself, regardless of all his negativity my son is doing fabulous at his job and he is a well respected coach. Although the company did have a poor reputation in the past, things have changed and my son was a part of that positive transition. I don't understand how some people can be so cruel and can't find it in themselves to be happy for others, especially when they are considered to be family or friends. In reality, those people get back what they put out into the world... if you're not happy with yourself and try destroy other people, you're just hurting yourself and the universe will give back to you what you deserve, while blessing those who are doing good.

I've been dealing with people who are pathological liars, going around telling everyone some story about how they are cleaning up their lives and doing so good for themselves, only to find out it's a total crock. It makes them angry that I know the truth, funny cause they seem more upset about the fact that I know, rather than being ashamed of their own actions. They want everyone to believe the lies while they secretly carry on with the debauchery, no consideration for who they are hurting. Doesn't matter anymore, they can do what they wanna do, say what they wanna say... I just have to learn how to stop reacting to the bullshit. Now that boundaries have been put into place, it doesn't effect my world anymore. Hate all you want, I don't have to care anymore because karma is here and I've got front row seats.

BA Third (Fourth) Year

In fourth year, but changed my major in order to increase GPA, which has put me a year behind in getting the bachelors degree. The switch was worth it and increases my chances of getting accepted into a Law School. Took my first practice LSAT test without any studying just to get a baseline and got 28th percentile, need to get 70th percentile or better for the actual test. Have heard stories about how keeners have struggled in Law School and I'm not a 4.0 student, worried that I have struggled to get this far and when I finally reach my goal, I will not make it passed the first year.
Single mother with two kids left in my household, it has been an interesting battle trying to do everything on my own, not much different, but enough to be felt when you lack a support system and are surrounded by negative people who want to see you fail, misery loves company. My own fault realistically, a person naturally gravitates towards people that are familiar and that is what I'm accustomed to, doesn't mean that it what I want or need in my life, and it takes a lot of effort to move outside of the psychological self defeating conundrum. As I've distanced myself from the chaos life has gotten easier to a certain degree, insofar as dealing with a substantially less amount of unnecessary drama, which has distracted me from my goals to the point of insanity in the past, but now I can get up and the only thing I have to worry about is homework deadlines.
Petrified of our inevitable move for graduate school, not that there is anything here worth staying for, it's just unsettling to have to start all over again somewhere else and relocating to another city, moving outside of a comfort zone. I've lived here for about 15 years, leaving to another province where we have never been is such a scary thought. The financial cost to do the move, the cost of living, and the change of weather. What if we absolutely hate it and we're committed to staying for three years? I am thankful that my oldest son has changed his mind and is now planning on moving with us instead of leaving to Vancouver, he has been such a big help over the last year, I'm not sure what I would do without him.
Just plugging along day-by-day hoping for the best.