Another Day, No Dollar...

I'm stuck in some strange premenstral funk this week. The only end in sight was the start of my cycle yesterday... thank god! Uncontrollable bombardment of negative emotions is annoying!! Maybe I should get some hormone balancing regiment, like Don Quai... we'll see.

My ex-Chris sent a whole $75 for child support this month... gee, thanks! Still planning on changing our sons middle & last name, when I find a name that Devon loves, hasn't happened yet but our selection is pretty thin. Everytime I watch a movie I keep a close eye on the credits, waiting to be inspired by something original, still haven't come across that WOW factor. The favorites at this time remains to be "Diixaagang" second choice "Skilwxanjas"

Although life seems to be at a pitiful standstill of nothingness, same shit, different day. For some unknown reason the universe threw me ex-girlfriends, not MINE, of course. Surprisingly the experience was painless and almost enjoyable... seriously, get your mind out of the gutter! In my opinion each was 'the calm before the storm' which is inevitable when dealing with addicts, the never ending task of trying to seperate the truth from the lies. My husbands ex wants something from me, so I'd assume she'll be like honey until she's satisfied that she's gotten what she wants and then she'll become a spiteful bitch again.

I've been thinking alot about my ole friend Alison lately, I haven't seen her for over 2 years now, not even sure if she still lives in the same town anymore. I've been watching the new Kirstie Alley show reminds me alot of Alison, same chuckle and body structure. It's difficult to maintain relationships with people who you no longer have anything in common with, we used to work in the same place, hang out with some of the same people and we were single. Now I'm surrounded by kids and have been in a relationship for over 5 years and Alison drifted away to hang out with other people she still has things in common with. I miss Alison.