Finally made it for a workout last night, it felt great. My cousin signed up for some Bike for Cancer, 2 days from Vancouver to Seattle. Now she wants to train, sweet! Everytime I tell Heath about things like this he gets outta control trying to tell me what to do... nobody asked you! Moron TOLD me I should go for a walk today, I was going to, but now that he's trying to run my life I might just sit at home to be spiteful. Mofo should be worrying about himself, get you're sorry ass to work and worry about getting your own workouts done, get rid of the beer belly and stop getting in MY business chump!
Soap Opera at his work continues, now they've hired back Dezmond cause he's a fabulous worker, but neither the boss nor the site foreman are really speaking to him, Messed up and childish! Heath was relying on Dezzie to come up with work somewhere else, but it didn't happen. He's dropped off business cards with a few local construction sites, but I'm not holding my breath. Realistically he does make a decent living, but for the amount of stress involved, it would make my life alot easier if he'd find a job working for someone else. Let someone else worry about the business end of things and just make money. I don't know how he plans on running this company when I'm not around to babysit fulltime.
I've been feeling really aggitated recently and easily annoyed by everything. I hope it's a passing phase. It's my worse fear at this point to become unexpectedly pregnant, it would ruin my current plans to attend school and get back into the workforce. I've been a stay at home Mother for the past 5 years and I'm ready to get on with my life.
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